def. me n fchise's new idol, we should strive to be everything she is by 75
and shes a dame! i dno what that even meants...
DAME edna everage (barry humphries)
shes MKs bday slut today, HAPPY BDAY DAME ODG!
and i cant talk about odg's i strive to be without:
in other bday news...
my mom's new fav LUPE
who i just found out got that name bcuz his friend LUPE in hs started callin him that
why would you start calln ur friend ur own name??
w/e we all love us some of him... heres my fav vid:
(is the daydream vid but i can't find it on youtube? wack..)
so instead this live version which is one of my favs also (mainly bcuz of js but both really)...
and i love isla fisher, i def wanna see confessions of a shopaholic
i thought this was cool: (from the movie premier i think)
B..i usually dont love her, i knooow im crayay, i love her voice of course, but her songs are aright... i dont think shes that gorgeous even? but mostly she dresses wack always
but i think she looks so cute here (&jay 2of course)
she looks young and fresh
SHOES!! i always love her shoes i guess... but the bag too!!
and i love the shorts/sweater look... its still too cold here to do that...
on a sad/reflective note:
(really long, you dont have to read, i just need to write...)
yesteday i drove to htown to go to my friends memorial service...
id like to say RIP Jenna, she was an amazing beautiful soul and i know shes with the angels in heaven. its hard to explain, ive always believed in fate, but never as much as i do now. i cant really go into the deets bcuz its hard for me to show those kinds of feelins, you kno... i do wanna say i think she was some kind of angel on earth, one of those people who always has a smile on her face, would do anything for anyone, so generous, and compassionate... she was born on christmas day, and died on jan 6th, which is 'the day of the three kings/wisemen'... and her family decided to do this "40 days after her death, jenna's ascension" which i guess is kinda a philippino catholic tradition...
my friend jessica wrote this on jenna's facebook wall:
"I know she is in a peaceful place now and people say they hear her harmonizing in the birds, and can even feel her touch their faces with the warmth of the sunlight. Her spirit lives on eternally. I am grateful for having met a real angel in this life."
also id like to comment... her roommate was always somewhat cold towards me... i think just because we had become such close friends so quick and she felt a little jealous, but once jenna graduated (last may) her roomie and i had some classes together, shes also a psych major (jenna wasnt) and i tried to be nice to her, i would offer to study together and would try to talk to her after class or w/e... butshe was always rude. and then when i saw her at the cemetary... my new friend gave her a hug and i of course was going to also, but she just looked at me and waslike "ok im gonna go stand next tomy mom" and walkd away... i understand she was her best friend, but how can you still hold such animosity in a time when togetherness is so important? esp if she knows jenna and i were friends, and if her best friend loved and accepted me why cant she? mostly i was just sad for her, this could be easier if she could let people in... esp people who are going through (almost) the same thing.
anyway my mom came with me, kinda last minute.. she felt like she needed to be there to support me or w/e, she didnt come to the service or anything, but just the drive... she stayed at my aunts for the day
and she bought us tickets for the citizen cope show at HoB, which was SO sweet because i wanted to go to the one in atx on vday so bad, but it was sold out and tickets were like 200 on craigslist...
anyways i met this really awesome girl after the mass for jenna, and we went to the cemetary together, and to jenna's family's house for food and such after that...
and she was prob the most awesome person iv met in a long time, and i truly felt like jenna brought us to each other... its always really hard for me to make friends, at least friends that i actually like (sad?) and this chick was just awesome. at some point she was like what are you doig tonight.. and i told her mymom and i are goin to citizen cope.. and she waslike no way i am too!!! and when i got in her car, she was jammin to jojo, which was IN MY CD PLAYER on the way to the mass, so crazy. who listens to jojo anyway??! and she was talkn bout how awesome jenna was, how she never judged her bcuz she smoked weed, and i was like hell yaaa haha. and she loves to sing!
so anyway at the show i got sooo stony with her and her sister and ppl, and we were like right up close to the stage, clarence was SOO AMZING. he just barely opens his mouth and his voice is just insendiary? lol (AF)
and then i drove back to atx sooooo stoned, we left a little after midnight & its like a 3hr drive... and i killed a skunk.
...and then i got fired from my job (dont tell my mom)
i have an interview on thurs at kylas store
so thats my update
just felt like i needed to write
thanks for reading
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